Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Aloha

Aloha people! Ok so i got a laptop and saw eclipse! Eclispe was awesome! My laptop is awesome! And i was my sisters maid of honor and it was awesome! Lol im bored haha

Thursday, July 1, 2010

oK

Ok no more boys haha

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

OmJ BoYz

Uh...more boy drama!!!! Ok so guy number1 is totally in and we are talking and he said we could go on a date. Guy number2 is completely gone. Guy number3 is still here but i know that its not romantic and crap. Now there is new guy :(. I know him from skool and he is a football player and kool but i never thought about it ever going anywhere. Here is the problem, we started texting and he made me laugh. Right there its off to a bad start haha. Then he is sweet...my life sucks. And wut sucks even more is that he is best frinds with guy number1! I cant help but feel happy talking to him cuz he is just like me, and i hate feeling sad so i talk about fun things and thats wut he does and even wen im sad he makes me laugh which is wut i do and i really dont want to fall for him. There is nothing wrong with him its just that it would make everything so damn confusing and it is too confusing as it is. :( :( :(

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

OmJ

So guy number2 is now totally out of the question. We were dating for 2 days and he said he loved me...bluh!!! And of course i was ewwd out and told him and he got all mad. And i said we didnt know each other and he said well how long have we been talkin and its only been a month since we met so all of it was icky and just words. And just to be mean [:)] i told him i was going on a date since we fought and arent together and he asked me if we were still together and i said do you want to be and he was like yea and i said i really liked this other guy who is totally guy number1 lol. He acted all obsessive...so he is gone and i think guy number3 is gone too so i guess i get the one i kind of wanted all along but was strayed away from with words, guy number1! He is soo cute and my type and awesome! I just hope his date with another girl this weekend totally sucks giant dick! I know that is wrong to say but i would be really good for him...

WOW wow WOW

Guy number2 said he loves me...weird. Ok so we are kinda dating but still we barely know each other...i dont know it seems weird to me and its kinda awkward...i dont know he is probably just playin.

WoW

WoW i didnt know how attracted i feel to guy number2. He has a way with words lol. He makes me want to do *things* with him so much! He says he wants me with him right now and says he wants to kiss me and hold me and tickle me haha. He is so corny but its kind of cute.

More ugh...ugh

Ok well wen i read a book about a girl stuck with three guys i allways think to date them all (if you dont have a heart or if they cant know) or pick the one that isnt the best or the least, the middle one who is perfect. The only problem is that guy number1 wen i think about it, he is a great guy but he isnt ready to commit or be as real as i need. He has moments that i love but i just dont know. Guy number3 is also the weaker link because i dont see myself falling for him. He is always sad and i dont want that. Ding ding ding the winner is guy number2...not. He is the one i kinda want but people are always taking his phone so i dont know the real him...i know bits and pieces but what i truly know is great. He is sexy and fun and cute and romantic and if i decided to do anything dot dot dot with him, it would be crazy and very naughty but great. Now saying that, i still kinda want guy number1. He is so cute and my type and wouldnt be as naughty in bed as sweet and classic lol. Now i cant see myself doing anything with guy number3... saying that i now think i might go for guy number2. I feel such a connection to him, sexually, and just on a real level. Please use the poll and help me out.