Wednesday, June 23, 2010

OmJ BoYz

Uh...more boy drama!!!! Ok so guy number1 is totally in and we are talking and he said we could go on a date. Guy number2 is completely gone. Guy number3 is still here but i know that its not romantic and crap. Now there is new guy :(. I know him from skool and he is a football player and kool but i never thought about it ever going anywhere. Here is the problem, we started texting and he made me laugh. Right there its off to a bad start haha. Then he is sweet...my life sucks. And wut sucks even more is that he is best frinds with guy number1! I cant help but feel happy talking to him cuz he is just like me, and i hate feeling sad so i talk about fun things and thats wut he does and even wen im sad he makes me laugh which is wut i do and i really dont want to fall for him. There is nothing wrong with him its just that it would make everything so damn confusing and it is too confusing as it is. :( :( :(

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

OmJ

So guy number2 is now totally out of the question. We were dating for 2 days and he said he loved me...bluh!!! And of course i was ewwd out and told him and he got all mad. And i said we didnt know each other and he said well how long have we been talkin and its only been a month since we met so all of it was icky and just words. And just to be mean [:)] i told him i was going on a date since we fought and arent together and he asked me if we were still together and i said do you want to be and he was like yea and i said i really liked this other guy who is totally guy number1 lol. He acted all obsessive...so he is gone and i think guy number3 is gone too so i guess i get the one i kind of wanted all along but was strayed away from with words, guy number1! He is soo cute and my type and awesome! I just hope his date with another girl this weekend totally sucks giant dick! I know that is wrong to say but i would be really good for him...

WOW wow WOW

Guy number2 said he loves me...weird. Ok so we are kinda dating but still we barely know each other...i dont know it seems weird to me and its kinda awkward...i dont know he is probably just playin.

WoW

WoW i didnt know how attracted i feel to guy number2. He has a way with words lol. He makes me want to do *things* with him so much! He says he wants me with him right now and says he wants to kiss me and hold me and tickle me haha. He is so corny but its kind of cute.

More ugh...ugh

Ok well wen i read a book about a girl stuck with three guys i allways think to date them all (if you dont have a heart or if they cant know) or pick the one that isnt the best or the least, the middle one who is perfect. The only problem is that guy number1 wen i think about it, he is a great guy but he isnt ready to commit or be as real as i need. He has moments that i love but i just dont know. Guy number3 is also the weaker link because i dont see myself falling for him. He is always sad and i dont want that. Ding ding ding the winner is guy number2...not. He is the one i kinda want but people are always taking his phone so i dont know the real him...i know bits and pieces but what i truly know is great. He is sexy and fun and cute and romantic and if i decided to do anything dot dot dot with him, it would be crazy and very naughty but great. Now saying that, i still kinda want guy number1. He is so cute and my type and wouldnt be as naughty in bed as sweet and classic lol. Now i cant see myself doing anything with guy number3... saying that i now think i might go for guy number2. I feel such a connection to him, sexually, and just on a real level. Please use the poll and help me out.

ugh...

Im upset right now cause i think im in love with neither of those guys. Me and this guy have been frinds and he has such a sweet side. I new i loved him but i thought i wasnt in love with him and i saw him everyday and talked to him alot but he changed phones and i havent been in touch with him for a month and i went on facebook and saw him and everything started. He was my best frind and i loved him and he would pick me up and we'd laugh and he would hold me and i took him for granted and he liked me but wouldnt admit it and he listened to me and i wish he was here. I love him, i dont know which kind of love yet cause im so confused with guys but all i know is that it hurts and i just want to hug him and laugh and feel okay. I have no clue what to do with guys, they are all great but my heart is being a ratard. When my sister gets married there are going to be alot of guys hitting on me and honestly im scared and excited. I need a new guy who i cant keep running back to cause he'll live far away. I think the problem is that i like the attention with these guys and i see them everyday and talk to them everyday so i keep running back. They dont hurt me its just i know in my heart they arent right for me and i dont like them and i hurt them. Like this one guy who was obsessed with me and i kept using him and hurt him alot but i keep going back to talkin to him cause i like how he makes me feel pretty. I hate hurting these people but i dont know what to do. Should i go for the guy who is kool and totally my type but popular: guy number1 OR the guy who is romantic and cute and sexy but not my type: guy number2 OR the guy i can talk to and just lay around with and who will protect and care for me: guy number3. Let me just make it clear that all these guys have a sweet spot and are cute and all are athletic and could and would put up a fight for me. I think im going to see how it plays out with all of them and i dont know maybe it'll just click. I know i love guy number3 but i dont think its the kind of love i need. I keep falling deeper and deeper for guy number2. Guy number1 ive liked for almost a year but i think it might be too late for him to catch me. Im so crazy confused. I love qualities in all these guys and i know that guy number1 would take me to an lsu game for a date and then take me home and dance to crazy music with me: guy number2 would take me to the movies and then walk on the beach and kiss me in the moonlight: guy number3 would rent a movie and cook for me and then hold me tight while we watched a scary movie. What sucks is all of those dates are perfect. I dont know what to do.

Monday, June 21, 2010

OmJ

Ok so you know how i told yea about the guys...well guy number1 doesnt talk to me alot and me and guy number2 text like every waking hour lol we do this thing which is kinda cheesy but we have these dates that we text since we cant go out and his was kinda really sweet. Like he said he'd take me to the movies and then he'd cook me dinner and then we'd walk on the beach and talk and then we'd talk under the covers and eat hot chocolate and then go to sleep and he'd make me pancakes for breakfast lol its cheesy but it was sweet...help me make the choice...

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Complications day and night

I am so tired it isnt even funny anymore. Last night the party was aawesome but my brother drank alot of vodka and started pukeing everywhere haha. I had to stay with him and help but i was mad cuz he kept drinking it and thats why he threw up, he doesnt know when to stop. He is dumb and very immature but let me just say that was the funniest thing ive ever seen. He ended up naked in the tub crying and rocking back and forth saying "I dont wanna die in 2012" lol. It was so funny and i couldnt stop laughing. I didnt go to bed till 3 which was annoying but everything is ok now. Im watching Spongebob which always makes me feel better hehe. Im kinda stuck between two guys rite now...which sucks. They are both cute and apperently want to take me out. One of them ive liked since september but ive started to slowly get over him but i think i like him again. He is totally my type but i think he isnt ready for a relationship and he likes some things i like but its half and half. The other guy isnt at all my type but he is cute and he might be looking for a relationship. He likes the things i think are so important like poetry and music and looking at the stars. The only thing wrong is that one of my close frinds really likes him and would be so mad and jealous if i did anything with him. I mean she gets pissed if i say he is cute. I think that there are the same amount of pros and cons in each. I am probably gonna go with guy number 1 because he is great but i might fall for guy number 2, please tell me wut you think i should do.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

OmJ

So the party was great and we made jello shots haha i didnt have any but i had something else hehe but yea sergio asked me out! Eh! I must admit he is sexy and im still not sober and its only midnight haha we started at like 6

Friday, June 18, 2010

Partaayy!!!

So the party has started and its so far awesome! Lots of funn playing dress up haha i was a slutty cheer leader and a pregnant whore lol they really wanted to make over me haha. My sister and her kool frind monique drank some and now they are cleaning lol now im watching scary movie 3 with my best frind Mikayla. My sister just tried to open the door...didnt work so well haha she couldnt get the top part open lol well ill post again tomorow...well technically today lolz night!

OmJ

Id just like to clear some things up about the title. OmJ does not stand for "Oh my Jonas" it is an inside joke and meant to be "Oh my Jelly" haha i think mine has a nice ring to it like Sir Gibble Gopper Gob Stopper McFee haha i know what i just said was imature but i think if people loose their inner kid, they loose their happiness lol

Aloha

Aloha everyone! Today is the party that i made for my big sister. Its one of her bacherleret parties lol i cant come along to the other one cause im too young but i made this one and its going to be awesome! Haha actually the party is saturday but my frinds and my sister and some of her frinds are coming tomorow which it was suppose to only be me and my frinds but my sister never listens and didnt want to be alone lol OMJ my dad got a job!!!! Im so happy! Back to my story: so the party is a secret...kinda haha she knows im throwing a party but she doesnt know what the theme is or what we are going to be doing. Ill let you in on the theme but shhh she cant know! Its a Hawaii party and its adorably cute lol ill post later bout how everything goes and i did my hair and its perfectly straight so im happy haha later bye!

Thursday, June 17, 2010

OmJ

Today was funn! Swam, posters, ate, and watched spongebob haha at frinds earlier thats why i didnt post and i got my phone back! yay! Party starts tomorow and is all weekend. Its gonna be so funn. Bout to go eat and get stuff to make rice krispy treats lol bye

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

My life

Ok i just got up and im pretty tired haha so im watching epic movie and quite enjoying myself cuz its one of my faves and i just cant freakin wait till eclipse comes out! I love twilight and even though im going to marry taylor lautner in real life, i am pro edward because in the movie i think edward is so sweet and romantic. Now robert pattinson may be freakin hott but taylor lautner keeps himself up and seems so sweet and likes girls who are just like me. And he would only be 3 years older than me rather than 9 with rob. I could really see myself falling in love with him and as much as everyone thinks this is corny, im not lying haha. And i really hate gloating but i believe everyone should say great things about themselves because everyone deserves it and i believe everyone is great in their own way so thats what makes me say that i dont think im ugly and i truly am a great person. Thats why this girl hated me a long time ago, she said i wasnt mean enough for this world, but why do you have to be mean? This world isnt cruel or tough, its what you make of it. God gives everyone what he knows they can handle, he has given me a father who is loving but wont work and a mother who is the kindest woman in the world and has worked, sweated, and bled for her children, and never gave up. God gave me a sweet brother who is like my dad and doesnt see what he does has consequences and a sister who is truly good-hearted but rite now she is going through problems and takes them out on me. God gave me a home that most people would say to be trashy but is my home and i love it, even though it isnt great. I was raised with nothing, my entire life and even though my mom went to college and got a job she still cant pay for our home and my dad lives with my grandparents and gets everything handed to him. I still have nothing and im happy. I know that because of that i know how to be a genuine person and i know how to work for what i want and know that if i want to be an actress i must never give up and i pray every night and im getting closer, not as close as i want, but close for now. I know that god could hand me almost anything and ill be okay, because i know real life and god and he has helped my family SOO much and i will always be thankful. Life to me, is wonderful, and i embrace my past, because it gives me a great future. I love my mother so much, if you knew what she has done for my family, youd understand why im mad at my sister for saying that if i didnt get my mom help, that in the future shed do somethin bad to herself and id be the blame. My mom has never thought about hurting herself, ever. She is too selfless for that haha. She knows it would practicaly kill me if she did. I love her so much for that.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Awesomest song!!!!

Gummy Bear Song - English Long Version

Katy Perry

I saw Katy Perrys new video and i liked it. She was so funny in the video and i loved the gummy bears haha

Christina Aguilera

Ok i saw the video for not the same tonight. I have to say that she has a great voice and i like her music but her video, i think, expressed her feelings for the song in a very sexual way. She even dedicated her songs and said her motivation was her son which i thought was weird. She tried to hard at something that wasnt her and i give a plus for trying but it wasnt a great approach. She went all GaGa on us. I like it when artists go out of their confort zone but i honestly didnt think the video was as great as it could be. Plus for trying, but disastrous.

OmJ

Oh emm jayy for today!!! Okay so ive been doing my norm for today. I want to suggest some shows for everyone to watch. These shows are my favorites and i want you to watch them too! If you like cop shows and law =Law and order: Special victims unit; If you like drama =Secret life of the american teenager; If you like a little bit of drama and gymnastics =Make it or break it; If you like mystery and drama =Pretty little liars; If you like the best show in the world =Spongebob Squarepants haha. So those are my favorite shows and they are for everyone! Anytype of person, ive got a show for you. So if you dont like any of these contact me :) More personal favorites: the nanny, malcolm in the middle, everybody hates chris, medium, ghost whisperer, pawn stars.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Robert Pattinson & Kristin Stewart

What is going on? In my opinion, they are dating and probably in love. As much as i like robert pattinson, i think they have a great chemestry and are a great, balancing couple. Honestly it is no ones business if they are until they both are ready and announce yes or no. What we read in magazines isnt always true. So lets wait and see what happens. :) go robster (if they're together hehe)

Lady gaga

Ahaha i saw her video today of alejandro.....what more has to be said? I like her songs and i think before it was clothes on crack but now its like she keeps loosing those clothes and she made it too sexual and put religion into sexuality...i dont think that any of her videos followed a story line as to the songs but this was truly crazy. I think she wants to be madonna and be on top and she would have a better chance if she wasnt so outragous. Be yourself but if that means dry humping a guy half-naked with crosses on you, you have a sexual problem. I think she has potential to be a great artist and im not saying her song was bad because i liked it but maybe she should take a different approach to her expression of it.

OmJ

Oh my god!!!! Aloha peeple im Haley. I want to start by saying that i love Twilight, music, life, my family and friends, god( of course) and spending everyday around things and peeple i love. I love to read and write and enjoy sitting outside watchin the stars and having a bon fire than talking about peeple or keeping up with all the preppy trends. I do love clothes though but i dont really buy alot. Im currently struggling to become an actress and im just doing what i love everyday.